隨著大把髮絲落下的瞬間，你也隨之而去了…
我以為自己俏麗的短髮帶來的是卸下心中大石的輕鬆，
以為自己其實沒有那麼深陷，以為如此的結果對彼此都是解脫，
卻在夜深人靜不自覺落下的眼淚中才發現自己的不捨…
原來我真的沒有表面上看來的豁達！
心痛的背後，擁有更多的是我的氣憤，
自以為是的認為這是為我好，卻不願聽聽任何我的想法嗎？
悲觀負面的相信沒有未來，以為如此就是理性分析的結果嗎？
不斷說著我的好，你寧願相信這樣會讓我好過些嗎？
其實說穿了不過是一顆自私的心，一邊無法負擔責任的肩膀
我還是只能淡淡地說，就這樣了吧…
歲月過去之後，終究只是成為記憶中的一段老故事
我會記得自己曾經擁有一段黃沙塵土中的擁抱
曾經擁有另一個家庭全部的愛
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wwlleeuu33
2008-11-01 於 06:45:00Silvia…
After reading this blog entry of yours, I didn't write back immediately. As I wasn't sure what to say. Do I ask you "Are you ok?"… or do I ask you "What happened?"… or do I try to cheer you up with meaningless words like "It's his lost not yours"?
Today, afer coming back and reading your Servas entry, I suddenly realise all my worries are not necessary! Because although you may be hurting, you manage to stay positive and continue with all the other parts of your life that is still going very well.
I have no words of wisdom or advice to give you. You probably don't need to hear any from me anyway. Deep in your heart, I think you already have all the answers. This is just the way life is. Many things happen everyday, often out of our control. All we can do, is try our best to treasure and enjoy everything that we do have during the moments when we do own it. Wasting all our energy drilling on what we lack is somewhat pointless.
Be happy Silvia! Don't let anything take your bring & cheerful smile away from your face for too long ok!
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